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September 3rd, 2009
07:58 pm - Can you see?
Really missing you
Everyday i seem to miss you
But i always look forward to the next time i see you
Even when it is only a small amount of time
Can't imagine what my life would be like if i hadn't met you
Can always depend on you
And i hope you are my friend, always
Everytime i meet up with you i seem to be laughing
Mike you always call me
Maybe really good friends always call each other by nicknames because only they understand
And i can tell you are one of the really good friends i am talking about
Good gracious where do i start?
Really dependable you are did you know?
And always there to make me laugh
Course you are a naturally funny person
I also know you are going to be my friend for life
Even if you dont want to be, you're still going to be my friend :P
NOW LETS SEE IF YOU CAN TELL WHAT I HAVE DONE :P
Current Location: Dining Room
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/anksadb.gif) lonely
Current Music: Baby When You're Gone
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July 28th, 2009
03:26 pm - Why Do All Good Things Come To An End?
I've finally done it
I've met the Garrard sisters! :D
After missing 2 buses and confusion of where the bus stop was i met.
Stepped off the bus and had the biggest double hug ever!!
I would say it was....one of the most random days ever
Random things that happened:
1 - Becca is talking to Mel when a guy Mel knows go past on bike who waves
Mel: Hey Leon *carries on listening to Becca
*Becca turns around and waves at Leon
Becca: Hey Niell!
*Mel looks at Becca
Mel: Niell?
Becca: Thats what you said wasn't it?
Mel: No i said Leon
Becca: oh well....he is now Niell
2 - Becca: Did you read Greg's twitter? He wears Prada boots
*Lots of laughter
Emma: Probably gay
*more laughter
Throught the whole day we were commented on peoples shoes and whether they were gay if the wore prada shoes
3 - *Into New Look, All three girls are looking through clothes
*Emma spots a top
Emma: oooooh this is like your top isnt it Chloe?
*Becca looks up totally confused
Emma: wait...not chloe...Becca...sorry
Mel: she's Chloe now...hey Chloe! *waves at becca*
Becca: well Emma you need a name now....you're Dave
Mel: what about me?
Emma: You're Mike
*Cue Mel's what the hell face
4 - *Into Prezzo for lunch, figure of a waiter in doorway holding menus
Becca: Gah....God i thought that was a real person
(to be fair it did look realistic)
5 - *Sat down for lunch Mel recieves text from Gracie, mel returns a text
Mel: *texts* Dave and Chloe say hi :)
Gracie: *texts* um ok....have you met with Becca and Emma yet?
6 - *Becca begins to annoy Emma
*Emma pokes Becca hard on the head
*Becca doesnt flinch
Mel: do you always poke her like that?
Emma: if she annoys me yes but she doesnt mind she sometimes pokes me back
*Becca looks down at the table pouting
7 - *Food arrives, a pizza each
Emma: Becca you have like a whole mushroom on top of your pizza
Becca: so i do
*Mel holds up a huge slice of mushroom off of her pizza
Emma: thats a huge mushroom
Mel: thats no mushroom...its a toadstool....its so big i may need a doggy bag for it
*All three laugh
Becca: i can imagine this little jack russell with a little bag
Emma: i can see a huge bag with a toadstool in it
Mel: Funny how you both think different things
8 - *Becca dissappears to the loo, Mel & Emma begin to laugh at different things
*Becca returns, Mel & Emma are still laughing
*Emma points at Becca
Emma: its YOUR fault!
*Becca looks a little scared
9 - *Mel comes back from the loo
Becca: we just made up a song about Greg's prada boots!
Mel: honestly, i leave you two alone for five minutes
*Girls nod sheepishly
Emma: so what is it?....*sings* I wear Prada boots, they are brown and awesome!
Becca: *sings* they make the fan girls lol out loud, oh but its raining bad
Becca & Emma : *sings* its raining bad
Becca: *sings* Well i hate the rainy weather, they get my prada boots all wet
Emma: *sings* and to get them dry again, i put them in the air con vent
*Mel laughs and then looks worried
Mel: i nearly lost my way on the way to the loo
*Girls laugh
10 - *Into Waterstones looking at books
*Emma laughs pulling Mel aside showing her book
Emma: look......pokee...
*Mel laughs
Mel: show Becca....
*Emma pulls Becca towards the books and tries to show her subtly as a man is there
Becca:......................oh
11 - *Go into the shop Fat Face
Emma: Unusual name isnt it?......FAT FACE!!
*Girls go upstairs to womens section and find a fridge with magnetic letters on
*They begin to spell out "OMG i freakin love Greg"
*All stand back and admire their work and take a picture
(i went back after they had gone to get their train - it had gone :()
Was such a great day :)
I hope to do it again soon
Girls if i have missed anything let me know :)
Current Location: Front Room
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankhyperb.gif) hyper
Current Music: (I Just) Died In Your Arms
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July 23rd, 2009
01:48 pm
Hey journal,
Well well here i am, leaving my poor journal to fend for itself and not giving it any TLC.
You have missed so much! My prom happened like nearly a month ago and i didnt come to update you i am so sorry.
Well when prom comes around it tends to indicate the end of an era. and it certainly is one.
Prom was so amazing seeing all the people i have spent the last 5 years of my life with all dressed up and looking happy. Seeing girls that i know wouldnt have been seen dead in a dress were all there with hair in ringlets with long flowing dresses and they looked happy to be dressed up. The night seemed to go by in such a flash, our limo turned up a bit later as we had to get a later pick up if we wanted the limo we booked (a white hummer limo, bloody huge!). We got out of the limo and my tutor was there to greet us he hugged me as i got out of the limo and said in my ear "im gonna miss you guys so much" and i was like "oh god im gonna start crying in a minute if im not careful". Pictures were taken, laughs were heard all night, music and dancing were the main things that went on.
We all sat down so our key stage leader could speak and there was to be a prom couple and he was just about to announce it when someone nudged me and said it was me and Fish. I would of loved it if it was but then again i didnt want to get up in front of everyone and cut a cake. Both me and Fish are shy people and dont like standing up in front of people so thank god it was our best friends Ryan & Laura. Laura's dress was absolutely beautiful, i can see why Ryan was smiling all night. I dont think i have ever danced so much in my life i kept being pulled up and by half 9 my feet were beginning to go into cramp so off came the shoes, but now my dress was dragging the floor so i was holding my dress for the remainder of the night. Did you know it is quite hard to slow dance with your boyfriend to Billie Jean? dont try it! lol
The end of the night came and all the girls staggered out of the hotel in bare feet as most people had taken their shoes off, boys bow ties had been taken off and we went to find parents. But i didnt go until i had found my tutor to say goodbye. There he was, at the bar paying for all the drinks he had bought for people, and he was crying. He said he would and he didnt lie. Had my picture taken with him and gave him the biggest hug ever. He kept whispering in my ear but he was slightly tipsy so that is why but he was going "dont forget us Mel, come back and see us." I kept saying to him "of course i will Sir you aint getting rid of me that easy" so he just chuckled and shook his head still crying. Made my way out to my car holding onto Fish as i had put my shoes back on so i was staggering everywhere, flopped into my car fish led across the back seat, head in my lap and we both fell asleep on the way home.
But enough about prom, im getting all teary thinking about it. Im working a lot more, and went to see the new Harry Potter for a friends birthday. It was so much fun, not just the film but the whole day. Got to the station and the train came and it was one carriage and there was 10 of us wanting to get on so there was no room, so we wait an hour and a half for another. Finally get on a train and go straight to cinema to watch the film. The queue is out the door so we queue anyway just so we can get seats. Behind the tills are screens telling you the films that are on and how many seats are avaliable. Elliot bless him goes "Yes guys we are gonna make it!" i turn to him and tap his shoulder and say "there are 5 seats avaliable, there are now 13 of us.....and there about 20 people in front of us...do we think we are getting in?"....take that as a possible no. So we watch the 3.30pm one. we are the first ones in so we sit down and boys being boys start throwing sweet wrappers around and begin swearing at each other really loud, you see little kids are coming in with their parents now so we are beginning to get worried because the boys are still being rude and loud. But they calm down when a spongebob advert pops up on screen. Boys minds can be amused so easily.
Next monday is what im really looking forward to as im meeting up with Becca (fbrobey) and Emma :). FINALLY!
i was supposed to meet them this friday but my boss decided to change my hours again which im kinda pissed off about but no matter im still gonna meet with them. Emma wants me to make a sign like at airports so that they know it is me. i would if i wanted to look completely stupid in my local town but i dont but i said i would make a small one :P
Will be updating soon i promise
Lots of love xxx
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankhappyb.gif) excited
Current Music: Keane - Bend and Break
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May 31st, 2009
12:36 am - See I Dont Understand Why You're Number 1
nst Goodness me ive been away a while havent I?
Yeah sorry about that, revision and things
well i say revision, does BBQs with friends count?
Nah i have been doing some but this last week ive been hanging with friends a lot more and i feel a lot better in myself as i have actually left the house and socialised. Started going out with Fish (yes i know i said i would never go back there but i have and things are a whole lot better than before) and a load more of my friends have got together so it was a triple date BBQ and it was great fun
Party songs that none of us have listened to in years came back to grace our ears and our friends Ryan has the biggest kitchen ever so it was perfect for dancing! will show a pic later of the YMCA haha
Loud music, Mario Kart on the Wii, cameras and many pictures, popping to the shop every five minutes for more Red Bull and food, it was one of the most relaxing weeks ever and i felt so alive and the best part, Ryan's parents were on holiday in Spain so we owned the house. but because we are so trustworthy no body minded that we were in there.
oooooo trampoline too!!!! i was so hyper most of the time
But yeah im really sorry i havent been here to talk to you guys but i felt it was time to socialise with friends that i may never see again as we have now officially left school. so here is the YMCA. I was the C and i kinda messed it up haha 
Current Location: front room
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Takin Back My love - Enrique
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April 12th, 2009
04:44 pm - "And the songbirds keep singing like they know the score"
I have recently set myself a couple of goals, whether they will be stuck to is another matter haha well ok here they are:
Lose a small amount of weight
Persue in my love for drama by doing well in my drama exam thus getting good grades to get into college
Meet Josie Lawrence (of course)
Now my final goal may take a while to achieve
Take part in a musical! I don't mind which!
Oliver
The king and I
The sound of music
Mary poppins
Maybe even acorn antiques if that ever happens again
Yes random post but I needed to let it out!
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Valerie - amy winehouse
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March 21st, 2009
02:23 pm - Wuthering Heights..... :D
Hey Guys!
I have the worst sore throat ever! and i think i know why!
I was trying to sing Wuthering Heights by Kate Bush - listen to it and you will see why i have got a sore throat! haha
But apart from that, and a major stinker of a cold, things are going well for me
Ive done all of my coursework now *lifts weight off of shoulders and laughs at it* and ive been getting exam results which im really happy about:
Geography DME (decision making exercise) - B (but im retaking it to see if i can get a higher grade)
Sceince GCSE Exam (first half) - B
Science Coursework - B
Not A's but B's i am extremly happy with them! Also the sun is shining which is unusual for Britain to be perfectly honest.
I seemed to have really slowed down in my vid making due to coursework but now that i have finished it i should be back to doing more Im in the middle of Flo's birthday present (her birthday was 10th march but that was me and my messed up mind forgetting it sorry Flo!) Anyway thats all ive got for today so ill come and speak to you again when im better hopefully :) Love you Mel xxxx
Current Location: Front Room
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/anktiredb.gif) groggy
Current Music: Pale Shelter - Tears For Fears
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March 10th, 2009
07:27 pm - Writer's Block: Passing Time
( Writers Block.....trust me! )
Um im not really sure, i kinda twiddle my fingers or think about a recent fan fic ive done with Flo or Gracie!
Current Location: front room
Current Music: mistake - Stephanie McIntosh
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March 7th, 2009
07:56 pm - Writer's Block: Daily Grind
ok here we go
7.00am - Mum wakes me up
7.06am - Mum shouts upstairs to wake me up again
7.07am - Stagger to the shower
7.25am - Collect breakfast and watch tv
7.45am - Go upstairs start drying hair, get dressed wash face and brush teeth
8.10am - Go outside to feed guniea pigs and then feed tortoise
8.25am - Go outside to bus stop
8.45am - Get to school
9.00am - School starts
thats about it lol
Current Location: front room
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankittenb.gif) blah
Current Music: none
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February 7th, 2009
07:48 pm - 7th February <------- The Day I Realised My Life Is Looking Good
( Up for some happiness?... )
Current Location: front room
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: A New Day Has Come - Celine Dion
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January 31st, 2009
01:33 pm - I Got Tagged by Flo......AGAIN! haha
The Rules:
A. People who have been tagged must, if they choose to participate, write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question. Please italicize the new question if you do that.
B. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.
01. What are your nicknames?
Mel, Melly, Josie
02. How do you style your hair?
I like to straighten it
03. What's new in your life right now?
A prom dress :)
04. How many colours are you wearing now?
2 - honestly! black t shirt, blue skirt, black tights, blue shoes :D
05. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
id say im an extorvert
06. What was the last book you read?
Same as Flo i tend to read fan ficitions more but if it has to be a book it was Dawn French's autobiography ^_^
07. What's your favourite type of take-out
hmmmm im torn between chippie and chinese
08. If the person you secretly like is already taken, what would you do?
carry on secretly liking them no harm is there?
09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yeah, friends and crap
10. What's your favourite dessert?
ice cream or hmmm........gateau
11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
about half an hour.....ish :P
12. Do you have a certain style?
No way! im me! and me is a style of its own :)
13. Do you write fic? What was the last fic you wrote?
well yeah but normally with other people but the last one i wrote on my own was Don't Leave
14. Do you like to clean?
hmmmmmmm i like myself to be clean but my room says otherwise :S
15. What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
Im Yours - Jason Mraz
16. What's the last movie you saw?
Mamma Mia hehe
17. What was the last thing you ate?
Bunch of grapes lol
18. What is your least favourite thing to do that you have to do everyday?
Feed my animals, yes of course i love them and they NEED to be fed but it has become a bit of a chore
I tag...
-Newbiepoet
-Nightwish_siren
-Graciewoooo
-bitchinwallaby
-nikiwlkr
-garrardsisters
-mrsalandavis
-clay
Current Location: front room
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Send Me On My Way - Rusted Root
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January 5th, 2009
04:45 pm - Time for a little rant i think
Hey everyone!
if you wanna read this carry on
its nothing special
after all its being written by me so it aint special
oh dont think i feel that i aint special
oh no no
ive been TOLD im not special so it doesnt bother me much
im not SPECIAL enough to talk to my "so called friends"
im never going to get into college
im never gonna pass my exams
im never gonna get the fashion right
i was told this by my "FRIENDS" *scoffs* oh yes my friends
sound very nice dont they? well you are welcome to them if you ask me. go on take them! i dont want them......i think i have how about 3 people that are actually my friends and none of them were here today to be there for me.
Oh yeah and coursework has started to take its toll to make it all worthwhile
oh yeah and my cat was put down aswell so yeah my life just gets better and better *tears prickle in eyes*
i thought my life was panning out ok until today
my first day back at school and 2009 is already looking bleak.
I just want to crawl into bed, cry and be forgotten about. that would probs be the best thing at the moment. just some time to myself
i was offered £200 today not to look at someone ever again.......funny thing was its my BLIMMIN GEOGRAPHY PARTNER!! WTF?!
i need to speak to her during our DME (decision making exercise) which is worth 30% of my grade. ive got to stay with her for the rest of the exercise i have no choice!
Man life totally sucks But..... i want to say something positive... I want to thank the followiing people for being there for me regardless: - Flo - Gracie - Nightwish_siren - The garrardsisters Becca & Emma Thankyou guys....so much xxx
Current Location: front room
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankangryb.gif) pissed off
Current Music: none
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January 1st, 2009
07:28 pm
I was Tagged by Flo! hehe i love you darling! :D
3 is the magic number...
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
* Mel
* Josie
* Melly
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
*Live Fiction
* Rang a friend but had to leave a message (lmao)
* Deleted 18 Happy New Year messages from my phone
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
* I feel i can make friends easily
* I can normally help people if they have a problem
* my eyes? they seem to have an unusual colour in my opinon
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
* My laugh i absoultely detest it
* My spelling ^^ as you can see
* My weight (:@)
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
* Small spaces
* Losing all of my friends
* strange noises in the dark
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
*My new charm bracelet
*Old necklace that ex bought me
* new slippers!
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
* Smiles
* The computer
* Music
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
* Computer
* My ipod
* My phone
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS: - Just 3!? *Sobs*
* Phil Colins
* Take That
* Bowling For Soup
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
* Speaking to close friends
* Hearing a song which gets you dancing regardless of where you are
* Making people laugh
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
* Better - Boyzone* Slipping Through My Fingers - Mamma Mia Soundtrack
* I Can't Stop Loving You - Phil Colins
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
* Getting myself organised
* Lose a large amount of weight and be happy with it
* New food?
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
* Not telling people that i loved them when i really needed to
* Not being more confident
* Not being there for people when they needed me
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
* Love
* Humour
* Trust
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'RE GIVING TO THE WORLD:
* I havent a clue! haha
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TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
* Josie Lawrence is my idol
* Ive been abroad
* I nearly died at birth
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
* Eyes
*Lips
* Smile
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
* Happiness
* Kindness
* Loving nature
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
* Live without the computer
* I just cant jump INTO water
* Leave my phone off for more than a day
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
* Carefree days
* Everyone being nice to each other
* My dog - Cally
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
* A letter of reply from Josie Lawrence
* A train ticket to go and visit Flo & Gracie
* Money to help my family
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
* Friends
* Family
* Animals have seem to have affected me aswell
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
*Making videos
*Live Ficcing
* Singing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
* Ring my friend without my parents interferring
* Meet Flo & Gracie!
* Get a boy off my back
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
* Actress
* Stand Up Comiedienne
* Drama Therapist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
* America
* Spain
* Hawaii
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
* Patrick Star
* Timmy Turner
* Wanda
THREE BOY’S NAMES:
* Ryan
* Chris
* Greg
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
* Josie
* Gracie
* Flo
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
* Meet Flo & Gracie
* Meet Josie Lawrence
* Get married happily
Ok i tag -
nightwish_siren
bichinwallaby
Graciewoo
Current Location: Front Room
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Cookie Jar
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December 23rd, 2008
11:28 pm - Taken from Alana hehe
ok im going to put my itunes on shuffle and type the first lines of the first 20 songs that play and you have to guess what they are (bonus points for artist aswell)
1. Looking from a window above, its like a story of love
2. I dont mind you telling me whats been on your mind lately
3. Head underwater, and you tell me to breathe easy for a while
4. I wait underneath the covers all night beside you
5. Over the sea and far away shes waiting like an iceberg waiting to change
6. You're making me live what ever this world can give to me
7. Now i will tell you what i have done for you
8. My teas gone cold im wondering why i got out of bed at all
9. Many nights we pray with no proof anyone could hear
10. When you're alone and life is making you lonely
11. Looking in your eyes i see you paradise
12. Is it ok if i speak to you today?
13. Here i stand alone with this weight upon my heart
14. She calls out to the man on the street
15. I take it in stride one day at a time
16. Are you a man who loves and cherishes me?
17.Life is good i cant complain i mean i could but no one is listening
18. i try to discover a little something to make me sweeter
19. 25 years and my life is still climbing up that great big hill of hope
20. Hey baby when we are together doing things that we love
Good Luck guys!!! xxxxx
Current Location: front room
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankwinkb.gif) silly
Current Music: Santa Baby hehe
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November 1st, 2008
12:46 am - No Scarf!!
NOOOOO Scarf!!!
eh Flo??
xxxxxx
long story!!!!
Current Mood: optimistic
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October 18th, 2008
05:47 pm - hehe im a newbie!!
well hey everyone
im new to this and only heard about it from mrsalanadavis
i love whose line and currentely watching LOADS of videos on it haha. seriously loving Josie Lawrence at the mo hehe
well whilst trying to watch videos of whose line i am also tied down with heaps and heaps of coursework :S not good but anywayyyyys feeling kinda down just coz.............i am havent really got a reason lol well im gonna go coz i cant think of anything to say at the mo Cya all xxxx
Current Location: Front Room
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Gabriella Climi
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